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I still remember everything!!!


I remember the first time you entered my classroom;

I remember the first time you smiled at me for no reason;

I remember your voice when you called me by my name for the first time and I remember how different it felt!

I remember the first time you shook my hands asking "FRIENDS ?" 

I remember that awkward smile I couldn't control every morning when I walk past you in the corridor;

I remember how easily familiar your voice became after the first phone call.

I remember how my own Fairy tale started with you.

I remember the times when we'd stay on the phone all night till dawn;

I remember how things went fast in between us (but I embraced every moment though);

I remember how eventually I fell in love with you completely!

I remember how you proposed me! ( That will always be my Favourite date).

I remember the times when we shared all our secrets;


I remember the first time we went out.

I remember how we held our hands tight for the first time.

I remember how you made jokes just to make me laugh.

I remember the times when you had a cold & I took tablets for you instead! ( I know that was stupid but I did anyway).

I remember how we celebrated our success together;

I remember staring at the Calendar waiting for the weekends to end( so that I can come to school to see you).

I remember your favourite colour and favourite food.

I remember your favourite ice cream flavour ( That's chocolate, I love blackcurrant but still I order chocolate cause memories don't leave).

I remember your favourite song. ( I still listen to it all the time ).

I remember your first present you bought me! ( I still have it )

I remember how I lost myself in you. ( Honestly, All I ever wanted was you!)

I remember all the beautiful moments we had;

I remember how our school life ended. (I'd take you back there if I had a time machine).

I remember how much we missed each other.

I remember how much we'd wait for each other's call.

I remember how many miles you travelled just to look at me for 5 minutes.

I remember how happy we were back then.


I have no idea where it all went wrong. But suddenly Everything was upside-down.

I remember how many times I've called you wishing you'd pick up the call;

I remember how you gave up on me so easily.

( Seriously, Did I mean anything at all to you? )


I remember all those dark nights I've spent without you.

I remember feeling numb, crying inconsolably all night.

I remember those books I read to get over you.

I moved on or at least I believe I did!



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