We've all been there; I thought I had broken my heart already but I was wrong this's the first time and yeah that's excruciating! When I was 16, I had my First Love; He Completed me; We were perfect in our way and were inseparable. I wish I can spend every waking second just looking at him... Every tiny action he does is exaggerated and in slow-mo in my head and I wish he is mine. I think about him all the time and every romantic song on has me and him being picturised!. I was crazy about him. We believed that our fates were intertwined and thought it'll last Forever and beyond and that forever ended in like 8 months; He left me and all of the sudden everything around me felt different. Every waking moment is agony. Every breath is a tragedy. Every second of every day I wish would just end so I can rest my suffering soul. Some days I wake up already by crying. Some days I sob uncontrollably into my steering wheel on the way to class. Some days are better than others. ...